Why is it that I get so emotionlly attacehd to people so easily now. I have always been this way, but it was much easier for me to present a
I don’t give a fuck
type attitude before.
Now, I seem to get really emotionally invested in particular people – and I don’t think it is doing me any real good.
Last night I was looking forward to catching up with Kenny, but he ended up catching up with somebody he met at the Big Gay Day (sorry the site is really badly written, it won’t render in Firefox).
I was kinda upset about not being able to see him, but that was Ok. I was also going to see another friend, but he ended up being busy till late, I thought I would be able to stay awake to catch up, but by 8.30 was so tired – I couldn’t.
I really upset him by cancelling, and that made me feel even worse.
Anyway – enough of all that crap, today will be better, won’t it?
